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The Dreams and the Deadlines

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The Dreams and the Deadlines Hi...I’m working in an IT company now. From the outside, everything looks okay. I go to work, I have a salary, and I’m doing what people would call “settled.” But honestly? I don’t feel settled at all. Some days I wake up and wonder – is this it? Is this what I studied for? Is this the life I was waiting for all these years? This feeling – of being stuck, of not knowing what to do next – it’s something I didn’t expect so early. I thought mid-life crisis happens when people are in their 30s or 40s. But here I am, in my 20s, already feeling it. It’s not like i hated studying I studied. I didn’t skip things. I attended college, did online classes during COVID, and finished what I had to do. It wasn’t always easy, but I did it. I followed the path that everyone says is “safe.”  And now, I’m working. I’ve got what many people around me are still looking for – a job. But even with that, I feel empty sometimes. Like I’m just going through the motions. Wake...